Tuesday, July 28, 2009
We are on holidays! In Calgary, camping in D's folks back yard. It is fun and relaxing and we are loving being visitors in the City we started our life together in.
We biked the 70.3 course yesterday and ran the run course today. I am feeling a bit tired but excited to race. It is a very challenging, but beautiful course.
D also bought us new wetsuits...the fastest ones out there. HA! Unless there are built in fins and paddles it probably won't help much. But I am still looking forward to trying it out. We will head out to swim the lake in the next day or 2 once the weather clears up.
That's it! We have heaps of pictures and I'll get around to posting some one of these days...
Hope everyone is loving summer!
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Monday, July 20th - Woodbury Resort to Nakusp (Hot Springs)
110 km/68 miles
Today I felt like I was adapting to both the climbing and the heat. We had some nasty head wind to keep things interesting, but the scenery here is so phenomenal that nothing can lessen the awesomeness if the riding. We had another ferry ride today as well, but this time we didn't have to wait long which was nice. There were two decent climbs today, I am feeling better climbing and trying to get braver on the decents, but I still use my brakes too much. The last 30km I rode with the two other GP ladies on the tour. We had a speedy little pace line going and the kms just flew by! It was a fun way to end the ride.
Our overnight is in Nakusp. It is beautiful here, a little mountain town with a clear blue lake and a white sandy beach. We took a dip after setting up camp and it was incredibly refreshing. It is soo hot here!
Another early night to bed, and an early wake up tomorrow. Life us goood.
Sunday, July 19th - Creston to Woodbury Resort (just north of Ainsworth Hot Springs)
110 km/68 miles
It was an absolute cyclist's dream route today. Non stop rollers, some nice climbs and drcemts, and twists and turns throughout. The scenery made it even better. Mountains and a lake on one side and forest on the other. Of was stinkin hot too, D's computer said 34degrees. I love the heat but it was a bit of a shock to the system! Hopefully we adapt quickly as it looks like the whole week will be similar.
Camping is great this year with our Taj Mahal Tent. :)
We are fed and ready for sleep already...
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Monday, July 6, 2009
We arrived in Stony Plain about 5pm and checked in to our hotel. Thanks to Ross and Sonya for passing on the super deluxe suite! It was bigger and nicer than the apartment I lived in when I first moved to Calgary :)
Friday night was the carbo load. For anyone who has not done this race, the carbo load is the best I've been to- including IM races. Salads, bbq steak or chicken, potatoes, dessert. Yum.
We met up with our GP friends that were in town (there were 10 of us racing!) as well as catching up with some buds from Calgary we haven't seen in a long time and some blogger friends. I got to chat quite a bit with Naomi, who is truly one of my favorite people :)
Saturday morning we woke up like kids at Christmas. The first morning of Le TOUR!! We watched until Lance finished his ITT and then headed to the lake to do a swim. We met up with more of the crew and ran into more Calgary friends. The lake was a great temp and I had an awesome swim. We did one loop, visited some more and then headed back to town. I was starving so we had a snack and watched the rest of the ITTs. After that it was time to clean up and head into Edmonton. We went to Element to do some shopping for tri supplies we can't get up in the far North. I ran into fellow blogger Jordan who was also racing (and she rocked it!). Then we headed next door to an amazing Vietnamese Restaurant where we ran into our friend Jason and crew. We had a super yummy lunch (oh how I miss Vietnamese food! another one of those things we don't have in GP) and then headed back to our abode. We got our stuff ready and went back out to the lake to do a spin and a little run.
After a sweet nap we headed to Original Joe's for dinner with more of the GP crew. I had my traditional pre race beer and fries :) and it was great to have our friends sharing in the pre race excitement.
Race morning I was awake about 4am. I was ready to get up, but it was too early. I rested for another hour and a bit and then got up. I was feeling rested, relaxed and ready to race! As per my last post, my intention for this weekend was to just enjoy and be happy. I let go of my time goals and was just going out to do what I love. As a result I had no race morning anxiety- no nausea, no stress. What a nice change!
We headed to the race site about 6am, I set my transition up in about 3 seconds and then hit the porto john line up where I stood for about 30mins. As well done as this race is, I have to say they skimped a bit on the shitters. 10 for 850 people? Gross.
After taking care of that business I ran into Julie and had a great pre race chat with her and even met her dancing mom! :) I later saw Julie ripping up the bike course and I know she had an awesome race. Back in transition I ran into Lisa and got to chat with her for a while. She absolutely smoked the course as I suspected she would.
We donned the wetsuits and hit the water to get warmed up. Soon enough the countdown was on and we were off! As usual I got beat up for the first 400m. I had a mini panic attack when I went for a breath and got a mouth full of water, then came for a second breath and got dunked under by another swimmer, but I was able to pull it together in time for the first bouy where I again was pummeled and dunked. Things improved from there and I made it to shore, exited and went for round two. This time I stayed really far left and probably added a bit of distance, but my mission was to have fun and I prefer swimming to water boxing. The second lap was great, I didn't feel especially fast, but I enjoyed it. (as it turns out, I was about minute faster than last year- yay me!)
On to the bike. I had replaced my bike computer with a little sign that said Be Happy. So instead of watching the clock, I was reminded of why I was there. It worked, and I had a great 65km ride. (too bad I still had 25km to go) Soon after that I started to feel really bad. I was nauseous, dizzy and I had a pain in my gut. I have felt rough in lots of races and was reasonably confident that it would pass. After downing half a banana at the next aide station things went from bad to worse and I got the telltale signs that I was going to barf. So I did. I'll spare you all the details, but over the last 20km I was sick several times and I struggled all the way back to town. I am pretty sure the last 20km took close to an hour, and it felt like the entire field passed me. (not surprisingly, my time was about 13mins slower than last year)
Even so, once off the bike I was holding onto hope that things would improve. I thought that maybe once I was running the guts would settle down and I could pull off a decent run. I really wanted to run, after almost 3 weeks with very limited running this was the part of the day I was most looking forward to.
I headed out of transition and saw my friend Lori. She asked how I was doing and I told her things were rough, but I wanted to try out the run. I headed out and got about a half a block before I knew I was going to be sick again. I didn't want to lose it in front of the spectators and other runners so I bolted down an alley and ended up in some one's back yard. This time there wasn't much left to come up, but it came right from my toes and out my nose. I decided at this point I was no longer having any fun and called it a day.
I never second guessed my decision, I didn't feel any kind of sadness, disappointment or anger. Instead, I was happy I had a friend there to offer clothing and drugs, and I was excited I'd finally be able to see my hubby cross a finish line!
I was able to watch all the top finishers come through and cheer in D who had a really tough run but still pulled off a 4:27 and got his IM Canada spot!! He is such a strong person and he continually inspires me with his grit and his ability to be positive and grateful regardless of the situation.
We stuck around for a bit and then decided to head back to get the car so we could shower. I was not feeling well, with a pounding dizzy head and I really wanted to get out of the sun.
It was great to see soooo many people having stellar races out there. Congrats to all our GP friends who posted amazing results, as well as my blogger buddies who all did fantastic.
So although I had my first DNF I still had an amazing race weekend. Thanks to all the people who posted thoughtful and encouraging comments, those of you I got to chat with at the race, my GP crew and most especially my husband extraordinaire, who knows exactly how to support me in being the best version of myself.
Today we were in Whitecourt as D was working there. I had a day to kill so I spent a lazy morning watching the tour, had lunch with D, finished reading The Time Traveler's Wife (AWESOME!) and then went for a pedicure. Rough life.
The whole drive home I was anxious to get there and pick H-dog from the Kennel. As soon as we walked in he started howling and whining. He was as happy to see us as we were him. Once home, he was so excited to play, and most excited to get some love. He was absolutely soaking it up and stuck to me like velcro! By the time we'd showered H-dog was crashed out on the floor, and he is still sleeping now. I guess it was a good party :)
Now we have a day and a half at home and we are off to Jasper for some mountain biking, trail running, doggy hiking and blissful rocky mountain high-ness. :)
Friday, July 3, 2009
I have been trying to transcend the circumstances and not let what I cannot control consume me. I consider myself a fairly conscious and aware person, yet I have not been able to put into practice that which I know would alleviate my internal struggle.
It all boils down to letting go. I am sure my biggest challenge, lesson and gift in this life is about letting go, which is why it keeps coming up in my face.
So this morning I woke up and made a choice. That I am going to let go. Let go of my expectations, worries, fears and attachments. It might be hard, but it could be easy.
I am choosing to be open and free. To focus on what is, and not what is not. To appreciate what I am, what I can do and what I have. And let go of what could have been. To break free of my attachment to results and just be happy in the process.
For this weekend anyway ;) One step at a time.